“o me, the future doesnt seem real. Its just this magical place where I can put my responsibilities so that I dont have to be scared while hurtling toward failure at eight hundred miles per hour.”

“Most people can motivate themselves to do things simply by knowing that those things need to be done. But not me. For me, motivation is this horrible, scary game where I try to make myself do somet...”

“On a fundamental level, I am someone who would throw sand at children.”

“But when you're concerned that the miserable, boring wasteland in front of you might stretch all the way into forever, not knowing feels strangely hope-like.”

“I have a subconscious list of rules for how reality should work. I did not develop these rules on purpose, and most of them dont make sense which is disturbing when you consider that they are an a...”

“YOU R sO bRUEtifUL...how R U so BRUTEfUL and good?”

“Inspirational quotes are only making you more miserable.”

“It was deeply a part of Lee's kindness and understanding that man's right to kill himself is inviolable, but sometimes a friend can make it unnecessary”

“The hardest thing about depression is that it is addictive. It begins to feel uncomfortable not to be depressed. You feel guilty for feeling happy.”

“Of course it would be hard. But I remembered what my nurseryman grandfather used to say when I didnt want to go to school: half the work in the world was done by people who didnt feel so good today.”

“I've never minded it," he went on. "Being lost, that is. I had always thought one could not truly be lost if one knew one's own heart. But I fear I may be lost without knowing yours.”

“There could have been no two hearts so open, no tastes so similar, no feelings so in unison”