50 quotes found
“Art, and sadness, which last forever.”
“I was wrong to try and impose something of my humanity on you, when being human never did me any good”
“But no, now I see I never meant to Ben what Ben meant to me. If there was anything I said which resonated in return, he found a better speech elsewhere. My romance went no further than his coat.”
“My mother says: 'People who suffer from anxiety are usually those with the most vivid imaginations.”
“See how community is only a good thing when you're a part of it.”
“I look at the cake in my mother's arms and think: here stands the only person in the whole world who'd go to such trouble for fractious, ungrateful me.”
“Its time to accept that I am average, and to stop making this acceptance of my averageness into a bereavement.”
“People don't like it when you say real things.”
“Did it do me any good, early in life, to believe so many things which were not true? Or did it damage me? Pouring a foundation of disappointment, of uncertainty.”
“And I felt like such a failure. I thought: I can't even do mental illness properly.”
“I never went downstairs to join my housemates around the television. I cooked dinner later than everyone else and carried the plate up to my bedroom. I knew they must have thought me aloof, or a li...”
“The old summer's-end melancholy nips at my heels. There's no school to go back to; no detail of my life will change come the onset of September; yet still, I feel the old trepidation.”
“But I have never wanted to be perceived as chatty and bright. I have always wanted to be solemn and mysterious.”
“Why is it only now that I can see how many ordinary things are actually grotesque?”
“But nowadays I feel guilty that I am granted the immunity of the artistically gifted, having never actually achieved anything to prove myself worthy.”
“Our toys were sixteen or seventeen; only the very eldest were in their early twenties, because, apparently, I didn't envision anything of particular interest in life beyond twenty-five. And now I a...”
“I wish I'd been born with your capacity for wonder. I wouldn't mind living a shorter life if my short life could be as vivid as yours.”
“In the days approaching Christmas, she always reminds me of the previous year: 'Jane crocheted you an entire poncho, and all you gave her was a bone-shaped beach stone.”
“I think: by the time I'm old, nobody will be able to die any more.”
“But now I remember, of course, I'm never going to be old.”
