He was always worrying about me even when we were kids. If I scraped my knee or fell off my bike, he was the first one to help me up and make sure Mom got a Band-Aid. I remember. I smile. He was the quintessential big brother. He was. But thats just it hes not here to protect me anymore, Anna. And you dont have to be, either. I know I let stuff get crazy. I didnt mean to be like that it just kind of happened. You couldnt have changed that. I it was something I had to go through myself. My throat tightens. I felt like I let him down, I say. All that stuff with smoking and Johan and Jake I didnt take care of you. I couldnt even keep that one simple promise. Anna, my brother died. Theres no way you could protect me from that. Its up to me, now. I let him down. I let me down.
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About Sarah Ockler, Twenty Boy Summer
Sarah Ockler, Twenty Boy Summer.