You know what, Abigail? Youre rightit is selfish. But theres nothing inherently immature about making a selfish choice. It is hard to put what you know is right for you first, when you know people you love dont respect your choices. It is hard to say what I want is worthy. It is hard to say I know myself and what I need, even if everyone else thinks otherwise. Dont tell me this is immature when it took me months of thinking about it every damn day to make this choice.