You havent got a clue, Devon, Akira spat out. I would have chosen any life other than the one I have. I envy your navet. Your belief in the possibility of love. I know you dont understand any of this or who I am, but I was like you at one time. I only wanted to see the best in people. To believe this world was filled with hope and kindness. Her bitterness was apparent. I thought compassion came with understandingwith seeing inside a persons heart and knowing their true mind. But I was wrong. Nothing in this world is what it seems.