“I fear being alone more than anything else. So why do I do this? Why do I push away the people I love? What is so very wrong with me?I dont know.And I dont know how to make it stop.”

“I do not fear pain.”

“No heart can be truly understood. Not even your own.”

“I'm starting to think you like prisons," "And that you have the worst taste in men.”

“No one is born a monster. But I wish some people were. It would make it easier to hate them, to kill them, to forget their dead faces.”

“While we are together, I will never suffer a prison again.”

“The most reliable friend you have is your shadow.”

“It is foolish to reply on people who can betray and fail you in time of trouble. Only God is our reliable help and protection”

“Live like Jesus, pray like Jesus, love like Jesus, serve like Jesus but don't hand yourself over to the enemy like Him.”

“No heart can be truly understood. Not even your own.”

“No heart can be truly understood. Not even your own.”

“here she is, all mine, trying her best to give me all she can. How could I ever hurt her? But I didnt understand then. That I could hurt somebody so badly she would never recover. That a person can...”

“Any happiness, no matter how brief, seemed better than the long, simmering torture of waking up day after day, knowing I could never have him.”

“Everyone always wants to know how you can tell when it's true love, and the answer is this: when the pain doesn't fade and the scars don't heal, and it's too damned late.”