Whyd you want to kill yourself? Didnt you feel anything, or didnt it hurt you? Mandy questioned, looking puzzled. Yes, I suppose it did, it was strange, it was sharp, thats all I can think of to describe it and cold, but not cold like ice, more like I dont know, like something much worse, something horrible and it seemed like the ground was falling upwards, becoming the sky for a moment it made me consider that it was just a dream, that I was on some sort of drug, and then I remember being overjoyed to see the sky was still above me, then just really sad, really tired and then I dont remember much else about it, Alecto told her, glaring straight ahead at the sky with narrowed eyes. I dont mind, Im not supposed to mind, anyway. Mearth already told me that eventually I would want to be dead, that it was inevitable still, I sometimes wish that I could have done something good for other people in my life, it might have made up for all the bad stuff Ive done.
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About Rebecca McNutt, Smog City
Rebecca McNutt, Smog City.
Themes
- Death — Contemplations on mortality, loss, and the legacy we leave
- Friendship — Celebrating the bonds of loyalty, trust, and companionship
- Sadness — Navigating grief, melancholy, and emotional depth