Im not better, you know. The weight hasnt left my head. I feel how easily I could fall back into it, lie down and not eat, waste my time and curse wasting my time, look at my homework and freak out and go and chill at Aarons, look at Nia and be jealous again, take the subway home and hope that it has an accident, go and get my bike and head to the Brooklyn Bridge. All of that is still there. The only thing is, its not an option now. Its just a possibility, like its a possibility that I could turn to dust in the next instant and be disseminated throughout the universe as an omniscient consciousness. Its not a very likely possibility.
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About Ned Vizzini, It's Kind of a Funny Story
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