A little white woman, . . . [a] tiny little white woman I could fit in my pocket. . . . And I dont know why Im surprised. You dont even notice it you never notice. You think its normal. Everywhere we go, Im alone in this this sea of white. I barely know any black folk any more, Howie. My whole life is white. I dont see any black folk unless they be cleaning under my feet in the fucking caf in your fucking college. Or pushing a fucking hospital bed through a corridor . . . I gave up my life for you. I dont even know who I am any more. . . . Could you have found anybody less like me if youd scoured the earth? . . . My leg weighs more than that woman. What have you made me look like in front of everybody in this town? You married a big black bitch and you run off with a fucking leprechaun?
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