I used to catch myself — maybe we'd be having dinner with the future king of Spain, and I'd be grumpy, like, What are we doing here, hanging out with these swells? And then, right away, I'd realize, Dude, you're jealous. It got very hard on a certain level. He was a person of affairs, in the worldly sense, with a lot of choices laid out on his smorgasbord. I had no choices whatsoever. I was a pariah. But a very fortunate one, in that he saw something worthwhile in me, and he made me two terrific records. He gave me the break I needed to continue living life. He is my benefactor.