I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me, but its hard to stay mad when theres so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like Im seeing it all at once, and its too much; my heart fills up like a balloon thats about to burst. And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold onto it. And then it flows through me like rain, and I cant feel anything but gratitudefor every single moment of my stupid, little life. You have no idea what Im talking about, Im sure; but dont worry.you will someday.