Since I spent much of my childhood being left behind and ignored, one might think that, as an adult, moments of perceived abandonment would feel old hat. The truth is, as an adult, I am always waiting to be left behind. Im always ready to be discarded and, therefore, I spend a significant amount of time preparing for this eventuality.I lower my expectations, I dont seek out meaningful relationships, and I dont engage in any sort of real intimacy, physical or otherwise.Engage is the key word here. Except, when I engage, when it happens, when Im left behind it doesnt feel old hat. It feels like it did the first time and it takes me by surprise. So, I dont let it happen.
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About Penny Reid, Neanderthal Seeks Human
Penny Reid, Neanderthal Seeks Human.