Love isnt easy, but it shouldnt be this complicated. I hate the fact that Im falling in love with him. I hate the fact that once this is over with, I will be just a memory to him, and he will live for thousands of years. SarahSarah deserves better; a human, not a ghoul who has all these problems. Its pathetic to depend on magic to get rid of your demons. EricEvery time I am around Eric, I feel more acutely attracted to him. I dont know if thats part of his powers, but I dont want him having that effect on me. SarahDeath affects us in so many ways. When you want to move on from the person you mourn, it feels like you are trying to forget about them. SarahI miss Sarahs laugh, the scent of her, the dimples in her cheeks, her drilling me with questions about everything, and I even miss her getting mad at me for trying to get her to try new stuff. I remember the first night we spent together when I made her jump off the cliff with me. I knew she was mine; I knew I wanted to bond with her. I just regret the fact I didnt do it sooner. Eric
