Let me tell you something you havent learned yet, something you learn only by living awhile. As you get older, you find that life begins to wear you down. Doesnt matter who you are or what you do, it happens. Experience, time, eventsthey all conspire against you to steal away your energy, to erode your confidence, to make you question things you wouldnt have given a second thought to when you were young. It happens gradually, a chipping away that you dont even notice at first, and then one day its there. You wake up and you just dont have the fire anymore. He smiled...