Theres no great dividing line between being a kid and an adult. Were not all caterpillars turning into butterflies. You are what you are. When you grow up, you may be more careful than when you were a kid. You dont say what you think as much as you once did. You learn to play nice. But youre still the same person who did good things or rotten things when you were young. Whether you feel good about them or bad whether you regret them. Well, thats a different thing. But its not like they disappear forever.