I wished my heart would break and get it over with.
Banana Yoshimoto, Kitchen.
“When was it I realized that, on this truly dark and solitary path we all walk, the only way we can light is our own? Although I was raised with love, I was always lonely.Someday, without fail, ever...”
“But if a person hasn't ever experienced true despair, she grows old never knowing how to evaluate where she is in life; never understanding what joy really is. I'm grateful for it.”
“No matter what, I want to continue living with the awareness that I will die. Without that, I am not alive.”
“Why is it we have so little choice? We live like the lowliest worms. Always defeated - defeated we make dinner, we eat, we sleep. Everyone we love is dying. Sill, to cease living is unacceptable.”
“If a person hasn't ever experienced true despair, she grows old never knowing how to evaluate where she is in life; never understanding what joy really is.”
“To the extent that I had come to understand that despair does not necessarily result in annihilation, that one can go on as usual in spite of it, I had become hardened. Was this what it means to be...”
“The heart was made to be broken.”
“He does something to me, that boy. Every time. Its his only detriment. He steps on my heart. He makes me cry.”
“Was it hard?" I ask.Letting go?"Not as hard as holding on to something that wasn't real.”