See, Brutus, for me, its not good enough to just guess as to whether theres a heaven or how to get there. Im not going to take Julians word for it, or Aarons word for it, or anyone elses word for it. Im going to find out for myself whether I believe theres a heaven or not, and then Im going to spend the rest of my life doing everything I possibly can to get there. We dont get that long on earth, and heaven is forever, so if theres anything I can do, anything at all, even if it takes my entire life, then its worth it, Elena said.