I want him to look in the mirror and smile, not scowl. I need him to not think of himself as a monster. I need him to see the real him, because if he doesnt pull himself out of the villain role, it will destroy him, and Ill just be left with ashes. I just needed to get it all out because I feel like Im drowning, and its hard to keep myself above water,especially when Im fighting against the current to save him rather than myself.
