Often I would hear other people ask, When will I be normal again?What you dont often hear is a blunt truth: things will never be normal again. Not the old" normal at least. You have to invent the new normal.I knew that I needed to take an honest appraisal of my life. Were my problems really bigger than me? Of course not. Thats why I remained in constant motion. Resistance to lifes changes meant death. No matter how depressing and bleak my past looked, I knew that I needed to keep moving and adapting in order to survive.