Still I walked into the snow, moving to keep warm, burning precious energy searching for an answer I couldnt think of. I didnt turn back, compelled to continue without the trail. I didnt want to risk futilely backtracking. If I couldnt find the trail before dark, I could wake tomorrow disoriented and desperate, without having even made any new miles; my loss of the PCT should have distressed me, but a new instinct led me forward. In this moment of despair I was refusing to stop fighting. I asked the mountains for some guidance, the strength to get myself out of here, and pulled wild power from within myself Id never known Id had.I was no longer following a trail.I was learning to follow myself.
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