To me, my husband was my sons murderer. He was also my daughters molester. A parasite nibbling on the Holy Book, he was Lucifer, holding me by the throat and driving me to sin every night. He was Bhais destroyer, Amma Sains tormentor, Mas humbler and the peoples exploiter. He was the rapist of orphans and the fiend that fed on the weak. But over and above all this, he was known to be the man closest to Allah, the one who could reach Him and save us.